I have recently been called out as a blog slacker although I can't deny that, I can say that I have been caught up in this whirlwind of school and thoughts. I feel that I'm still trying to catch my breath from being thrown back into school. Meanwhile I'm being forced to answer questions like where do you see yourself in 5-10 years? What do you want to do when you get out of school? We have been asked that question our whole lives... "What do you want to do when you grow up?" but being threatened with the reality of that question terrifies me. Have I really taken the time to evaluate what I want to do? Are my goals and passions the same as they were when I was 13? So this question lingers over me...what do I want for the rest of my life??? I have also recently been told that I'm seen as "high maintenance", I'd like to think that I just have style. However because of this comment I started to wonder if my true passion for design might be in fashion.... however a career like that would only lead to LA or New York and that isn't where I want to be. At the end of the day this is what I know, I love design it is the most interesting and important thing in everybody's life and I love love love to travel there is so much beauty in the world to be seen. So where ever those two passions take me I'll be ok with it. I figure self discovery is a journey and I'm only 22... I still have a long time to decide.
To be continued.....
12 years ago
3 comments:
Wow....big life questions! So glad you posted again! I MISS YOU!
You're STILL thinking about that!?!?!
haha yep...thanks a lot!
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